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Different than my journal, this is for throughout the day when I need to ramble.

6/1/25, 6/2/25, 6/3/25, 6/4/25, 6/5/25, 6/6/25, 6/10/25, 6/11/25, 6/13/25, 6/16/25, 6/17/25, 6/18/25, 6/19/25, 6/20/25,

3:50pm -- I AM GOING INSANE I GOT TAIKO NO TATSUJIN FOR MY 3DS (its great there is an ace attorney song i fucking LOVE ace attorney) AND NOW GOT THE DEMO FOR THE STEAM RELEASE OMG I HAVE A NEW OBSESSION NOW I AM OPENING COMMS FOR STEAM CARDS SOON SO I CAN GET THE FULL STEAM RELEASE and for the vocaloid song pack (Luka Luka Night Fever my beloved I need you) sighhh WHY IS IT 70$
5:15pm -- I have been given a damn massive Greek flag from my mom from when her and my uncle were going through stuff in his house. Not the flag I expected for this time but close enough, happy pride month.
7:07pm -- I FUCKING LOVE KALAMARI SO MUCH MMM MMM MMMM MMMMM just had some for dinner i need more now mmm mmm mmmm
11:43pm -- I feel like I'm forgetting smth for school tomorrow oh well I'll just suffer then.

7:37am -- fuucck its monday i am sick of my school i will punch someone if i have to talk to my math teacher again (long story) only good thing about this is the kuromi gacha capsule i got my best friend at the arcade i went to on saturday, im getting down on one knee to give it to her that should be fun
11:45pm -- Lunchtime now,,, P.E. gave me an asthma attack so bad I had to go to the office to rest. I feel better now, not perfect but I can function now. I hope I'll be well enough to preform my drama project. I have to put on a full charecter voice and do a small monolouge, I hope I'm either not wheezing through it or that my drama teacher understands (which may be likely since she is a very nice teacher)
7:12pm -- ok I wasn't called to present but thats not what im here to ramble about. DAMN IT I AM SO GAY FOR GODOT FROM ACE ATTORNEY DAMN IT WHY AM I SO IN LOVE WITH HIM ITS SICKENING in a good way I wish I could kiss him that would be nice also a hug we both really need one. I am forever yearning bc I am sadly not fictional but eff that I'm still happy with just thinking about him with my ace attoreny self insert who is just me but in my 30s.

10:00am -- Woke up with another cold and I'll get sick in P.E. agian fuck this stupid baka life. Other than that I finsihed my questions for my group project froo socials while skipping a student election for our grade reps that's nice since I had work to do (and I just want to eff with my site I like it here. One kid in the class i go to during these flexible school time has a laptop running XP dear GOODNESS I WANT TO ASK HIM MO ITS SO NEAT RGYHJEKDVGHJDSK I wish I had an XP machine sighhhhh....guess I can get started with a vm but wow I want to run something on real metal like him, he has a nice thick thinkpad with a pentium 4 sighh I wish I wasnt saving for a con so I can run back to Value Village and grab an old laptop,...,.,.,,.,.Me and him talked like twice, first time was forced by a teacher after I mentioned I'm into retro game collecting and she said "oh you should talk to [his name] he likes old technology too!" which lead to one of the most awkward conversations I've ever had. Second time was better, he brought a bulging ipod nano that he called a bomb (which it practicly was) which the teacher told him to stop calling it a bomb, and we talked a bit about ipods and how yeah thats a bomb.
3:45pm -- back from school, with another cold :( fml why do I get sick so quickly sighhh. Other than that I finally preformed my drama project and that ok but I was going to stand up and push the chair I was sitting on down enough for it to fall at the end of it, but I didn't push hard enough. eh oh well

7:49am -- woke uup with ANOTHER sore throat because of the horible heating of this house making me sick again :[

7:35am -- ghhhhghg old friend/mutrual now left the last discord server we were all in together, I'm not mad at him for it at all but there goes any chance of talking or at the very least interacting again soon. I hate losing people.
12:11pm -- I MIGHT BE MAKING AN IRL GACHA LIFE MINI MOVIE FOR MY FINAL DRAMA PROJECT THIS YEAR

7:48am -- first thing I did after waking up is yap about old pcs so yearningly, day before I said in a discord server hoe BADLY I wanted an old pc and someone (no hate just guh) responds with "virtual box (that one emoji with the closed eyes and smile I HATE IT SO MUCH)" pal I said PC. OLD. PC. PERSONAL. COMPUTER. COMPUTER VIRTUAL BOX IS NOTHING AT THAT FRONT. I WANT TO HEAR THE MACHINE WHIR UP ALONG SIDE ITS OS' START UP SOUNDS, I WANT TO HOLD ITS DELECATE MONITOR AND FEEL ITS THICK SHARP EDGES, I WANT TO SEE THE FUZZ OF A CRT SCREEN, I WANT TO WATCH THE PC TOWER'S DISC DRIVE TONGUE STICK OUT AT ME AS I INSERT A DISC, A DISC THAT WOULD ACTUALLY HOPEFULLY RUN JUST FINE AS IS ON THE MACHINE. I don't want just the system, I want the machine that is still trying so hard to stay afloat, is on it's last legs, I want to see it try. I want to congratualte it. i won't get mad when it won't work, I'll ask if it's ok, be proud how it made it this far.
12:50pm -- I'm watching gacha life music videos for my drama project this will permenitly ruin my youtube recomended
2:55pm -- in class sigh teacher gave us our final project and only a week to do it time to have multiple break downs about it over the week all over again like our last project sighhh....there goes my weekend where I could have been drawing or working on this. OH I did find a fuck ton of spm assets so I will throw them onto here sooner or later

9:49am -- sorry for not updating in days, a lot has happened and I'm still not ready to talk about it, but I do want to say a bit. I started playing AA Investgations and I NEEDED THIS I LOVE THE GAMEPLAY SO MUCH MORE but sadly there is no uhs guide for it sigh :( Oh and I started taking my orignal gameboy around with me for whenever im playing on my gameboy colour and if someone mentions "wow a gameboy thats old" I can bring out my og gb and say "i can go older" (i cant that gameboy doesnt work) its also a nice blunt object (object??? objection??? ace attorney ref????)
10:20pm -- i dont feel like making a full journal entry still. I got to see a free improv show tonight and it was great :D

11:56am -- i am YEARNING i NEED AN OLDER PC. FUCKFUCKUFCKUFKCUKFU KCFU FUCKUFKCUFKCUFKCUFCKUFCKFUCKUFCK FUCKUFCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCIKFUCKFUCJKFUJCKFUJKCUFCJKUFIJCKUFCKFUCJIK. I WANT. SO BADLY. SIGHGHGHHGH. :( . GRRR I DONT WANT TO USE A VIRTUAL MACHINE I NEEEDD PC oh and also i find baseball ok to play

3:33am -- i just remembered the kid in my class who moved to i think indonesia but said that he'll be back in 2 or 3 years yeah that happened in 2020 i have no clue what happened to that guy. kinda miss him, we were close too, having a one letter diffrence in our names and both having some emotional issues i think we got along a nd became friends. after he moved i presumably had a crush on him i guess and made him in my first ever tomodachi life save file yeah that was weird with our weird tomodachi kid.
what if i remade that in living the dream when it comes out. i dont think i will but it sure is a thought.
4:01am -- i was thinking about how simular detective pikachu and ace attoreny were and found an article saying that detecive pikachu is a great starting place for ace attoreny and i found that neat because detecive pikachu was the first 3ds game, heck first game i ever fully beat on my own, and here i am playing ace attorney on my 3ds. but the image used for the article was a screenshot from the swtich sequel (which i gave up on) and WHAT DO YOU MEAN PIKACHU IS IN A DETENTION CENTRE. WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED. i wanna play tomodachi life now but its 4 in the morning and i should sleep but fuck that im going to play tomodachi life now
7:38am -- Just woke up from a crazy damn dream, started with me in an irl ace attorney rp group (i was Larry) that took place in a school lunch room. Then i was walking down a side walk where i saw a bunny, i look at it for a bit and then that motherfucker tackled me and broke off a part of my glasses. I ran into a save on foods to get away from it but the bunny followed me in. the customers saw the bunny and all went around it and though i didnt hear their conversation the lady on the intercom who looked a lot like my school councler said "shoppers please do not talk about your sexual practices here, this is not the place for that. then i somehow hid in my room shutting every door which worked until it got under the crack of the door but then it was a cat attacking me.
oh and ill be going to a con tomorrow yippee :DDDDDD

11:49am -- I WISH I WAS SEEN AS A GUY I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW ME AS A GUY I NEED PEOPLE TO ACCEPT ME AS A GUY. NOT JUST THE PEOPLE IM OUT TO JUST CASUALLY IN SCHOOL IN MY CLASSES. A PART OF ME HATES BEING TRANS I CANT TAKE HIDING ANYMORE.

8:33pm -- i dont think i like mac and cheese anymore blregh :((((( whyyy i used to love this food why is it yucky now :((((((((

12:14am -- i don feel like journaling tonight ,,, blegh

7:52am -- why is the yolk of my boiled egg so pale

1:21pm -- I JUST WATCHED MY DRAMA MUSIC VIDEO WITH MY CLASS HOLY SHIT IT WAS HORRIBLE EVERYONE LOVED IT